how come it seems like it's so far away

how come it seems like it's never coming back

being numb doesn't count anymore
points that I can't count
I don't want to count
I don't want to

if you close your eyes for long enough
you might forget what it was you saw
things you didn't think was there
things that will never come back
things that might never have been real

FEEBLE, FRAIL AND RUNNING, DESCENDING